“Feels like I dropped a heavy fucking backpack”
This post was originally written in Swedish. Trigger warning: Anxiety, Depression “I wanted to tell you I got my diagnosis today” – That was the first sentence of the text I sent to my best…
Month: February 2020
“This can’t happen to me… hell, I’m supposed to be strong!”
This post was originally written in Swedish. Trigger warnings: Panic attacks, depression, suicidal thoughts I am 31 years old. I live in downtown Gothenburg (Sweden), have a good life and work with my hobby (hockey).…
“I’m scared to death someone will touch my head”
This post was originally written in Swedish. Trigger warning: Concussion, Anxiety, Depression, Suicidal thoughts Since I was 4 years old I’ve been, in one way or another, involved with ice hockey. It has been my…
“My shaking has nothing to do with temperature”
This post was originally written in Swedish. Trigger warning: Performance anxiety, catastrophic thoughts, self-esteem It’s happening again. My belly starts to flutter, my sight is flickering and I’m shaking. A quick, dreadful shaking that won’t…
